There’s one thing I’m praying for when I pray the rosary… I pray for a pure heart- a heart free of malice, greed, self-gratification, envy and lust. It’s hard to have that when you are surrounded by treachery, gossip and backbiting everyday. It’s hard to think good of other people when you know that they are just waiting for that time when you will commit a mistake to put you down. Sometimes, I wonder whether this is a gift or a curse… this insight of what people feel or think when I talk to them or see them. The insight is just not about me but in general. It’s disturbing because I’m not sure if the insight is true or it is just my imagination.
With What happeNed At work today, I guess some people need to be injected with high dosage of logic and sense. That someone caught doing something wrong would not accept the punishment because it was not fair (according to him) that he was the only one caught doing it. His supervisor and our manager asked us to investigate everyone and that meant perusing over a thousand tickets. It was like a thief declaring he shouldn’t be in jail unless all the other thieves are in jail with him. Unbelievable.