12:10 am - Mon, Jul 21, 2014
When I was with the man I’m with for seven years, I prayed for the Lord to intervene because I can’t think of how I am going to leave him. I thought it was hopeless. I thought that the only way was for him to die so I can be free… but I had faith that the Lord knows best and He would find a way. He did. After a few months, he had to leave for Germany. God gave me a chance to escape. I grabbed that chance. I was able to build my life again.
I was in love with another man back then. I thought that after leaving him, we would be ok and I would be happy with him but he didn’t have enough guts or “love for me” to be that someone I thought I would be spending the rest of my life with. Then, I noticed Sha who noticed me. We dated. We got along. We’re still together now…and I am happy… but I am fascinated with someone again and I don’t want history to repeat itself. I need to be content with what I have. I don’t want to hurt someone who has me as the center of her life. There were times when I want to be normal —get married, have kids… but will I be happy and secure as I am now?
~bossybaby
8:52 pm - Sat, Jul 12, 2014
I’ve read old messages and found out what went wrong and when it all started to fall apart. It was Christmas day..of 2011. It was my fault.
bossybaby
1:37 pm
It’s frightening how far a simple fondness can go and how thin is the line between fascination and love….
~bossybaby
6:21 am - Sun, Jul 6, 2014
He amazes me. Every time I am lost in the sea of coding problems, he is always there to rescue me and clear my mind. He is awesome and intelligent and very accommodating, too. I hope I won’t fall.
~bossybaby
9:23 pm - Sun, Jun 29, 2014

The Story of My Life: An Update

So, it’s been a while since I blogged about my life story… It seems that after being in a relationship with Sha and attempting to forget the prince, I have stopped blogging. Was it because I’m happy? Probably.
Anyway, I’ve been with Sha for more than two years. I have gotten along well with Dacs and we are now in some sort of friendly relationship back again. I have handled two training classes for Voice and is now handling the third. I am also studying programming languages for a big project with the boys (Law, Voj and Will). In general, my life is becoming better… I am happy. I am content. However, there are times that I come across temptations. I am being surrounded by fresh faces and once or twice, some awesome personalities that would give me special attention will touch a spot in my heart. I have to divert feelings, I have to put barriers even before feelings get deeper.
Somehow, I miss the feeling of being “in love” —the sleepless nights, the untouched food, the faraway stares and the daydreaming. I love Sha but the love that we share is already on a different level. It’s a mature love. I’m ok with that so I try hard to ignore the fascination I feel towards an intelligent, funny trainee or a geeky co-founder.

9:53 pm - Sun, May 18, 2014
Hassle-free shopping is not so hassle-free with a cat touching the screen and choosing for me… duh… I don’t like his taste.

Hassle-free shopping is not so hassle-free with a cat touching the screen and choosing for me… duh… I don’t like his taste.

8:24 pm - Sun, May 4, 2014
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12:18 am - Fri, Mar 14, 2014
Ferocious look. #bubbiethecat #persiancat #cute #igcats #catlady

Ferocious look. #bubbiethecat #persiancat #cute #igcats #catlady

11:58 pm - Sun, Mar 2, 2014
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lovequotesrus:

wehadfacesthen:

Bette Davis in Of Human Bondage  (John Cromwell, 1934)

Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

wehadfacesthen:

Bette Davis in Of Human Bondage  (John Cromwell, 1934)

Everything you love is here

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7:15 pm - Sun, Dec 15, 2013
Bubbie The Cat #persian #kitten #grumpycat #pet

Bubbie The Cat #persian #kitten #grumpycat #pet

8:33 pm - Tue, Nov 19, 2013
We’ve lost Winter but we still have Summer to be happy about. #beagle #pets #dog

We’ve lost Winter but we still have Summer to be happy about. #beagle #pets #dog

8:04 pm
Smile though your heart is breaking. The pain of loss that you may be experiencing is nothing compared to theirs. #typhoonvictims #staypositive  #smile #bethatrayofsunshine

Smile though your heart is breaking. The pain of loss that you may be experiencing is nothing compared to theirs. #typhoonvictims #staypositive #smile #bethatrayofsunshine

2:06 pm
Long hair :D

Long hair :D

2:04 pm
Cacao tree #mindoro #nature #nofilter

Cacao tree #mindoro #nature #nofilter

1:50 pm - Tue, Nov 12, 2013
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lawrencenation:

Here’s a masterpost with all the interviews Jennifer has done for Catching Fire press. If there’s a broken link or if there’s something missing, please message me so I can get it fixed. This post will be updated with interviews when they are available!
Interviews:
BBC Breakfast
PopSugar Interview (November 11)
GeekNationTV
Access Hollywood - Josh Hutcherson Explains his Katniss, Gale & Peeta Threesome comment
Access Hollywood - Jennifer dishes her Pixie Cut
Access Hollywood - Josh Hutcherson Reveals How Jennifer Lawrence Has Changed Since Skyrocketing To Fame
Access Hollywood - Jennifer Lawrence Slams Hollywood Women Hating On Other Women
Access Hollywood - My Teenage Crush On Justin Timberlake Was ‘Very Overwhelming’
HeyUGuys Interview
HFPA Interview
Catching Fire London Press Conference (November 11)
London Premiere (November 11):
Jennifer hugging a little girl in a wheelchair
WorldMonitorTV
London Premiere
Zoomin.tv
Last updated: November 12th, 2013